Update -About My Children

Yes, the 2 monsters are properly transformed to the real monsters. hahahaha

Kady is 3.5 year old and Young is 2 year old. We treat them as twin nowadays.

Both of them always drive both of us crazy. But this is the real life with children.

Girl and boy really has different characteristics.

Kady is more obedient, Young is wild. Both speak english (95%)+mandarin (2.5%)+cantonese (2.5%). Lately i did speak more mandarin + explaination, this is really not easy. Sometimes explaining half way, both also gone...very kek-si-wa...Sometimes i scold them until I can not find an english word to describe...kakakaka

Both are now eat what they have, meaning they are no longer just taking porridge for lunch and dinner. Whatever my MIL cook for lunch and dinner (for FIL and SIL), both of them have to eat the same. Beside the 2 meals in a day, both still taking 4~5 times milk (kady 8oz, Young 7oz).

Surprisingly Young love vegerable so much and kady is totally not.

Kady can create song, create her own story (super funny one) or tell story. I think maybe she has the talent to dance too (still observing).

Young loves ball and car, he is at the stage of throwing things.. He can call everyone and making sentence but not yet perfect.

Kady is left-handed, Young is most likely Right-handed.

Kady can sleep on the bed without barried and she will not fall from the bed, Young still practising, sometimes he roll down but leg down first so still ok, sometimes he roll down but head down first, then u can hear he cry very loud.

Both love me super very much that is why i m very busy with them, every morning Kady must hug and see me off to work, Young every morning need me to carry him, i hardly put him down as he just hook (hands and legs) on me like orang Utan.

That is all for today.. I do not know when I will update again. Catch with u all again. Cheers!

Update - About Me

September is a month of change of myself.

I did told my sis, I want to be beautiful when I m still alive, I don't want ppl to put make up on me and make me beautiful I m lying in the coffin.

Thanks to my brother for handing me the Cosway catalogue and I m trying out quite a numbers of theirs product as they are consider cheap and Cosway has its stockist
everywhere which we can see the samples.

I just can say i had fall in love with Cosway products...(maybe one day i will tell my testimony on those product i had tried).

I had put up foundation, blush on cheek and lipstic, put sunblock as well... It is really good to see ownself beauty (better than bare face). I did ask Suzanne to teach me on drawing eyelines (as she went for make-up course before) ...hahahha...

Slowly i will change on clothings...(budgetly move)

Update - About My Work

It was long since my last update in April.

I have been trying to tidy-up everything in my life, such as work and myself...I will blog it in my BS diary.

May, June and July - I was really very busy with work as the job just came in all in one time, none stop and all are so urgent to follow up and execute. This company is almost 7 year old, we are currently exploring new products and i m the one-leg-kick and super multi-task fellow buffalo.. kakakaka. Further the 2008 account must be closed latest end July. So that period of time was tremendous busy...IT IS GOOD TO BE BUSY!

I love blogging, but i can't do that during that period of time as i m afraid of distraction.

6 August - I was admited hospital for a minor surgery, before enter OT, i am still working, corresponding between the supplier and the overseas agent. After my operation and awake from the drowsy vaccine, i immediately continue further where I had stop between the supplier and oveseas agent...I am really workaholic ya, I was like already sold to the Company, working so hard for it. I didn't stay overnight, as next day a lorry is coming to unloading cargo, it is from the port, i can't delay it.

August - One supplier office has moved nearer to us, since then, i always had lunch partner. Suzanne is her name, she is very kind person, she is about my mum's age (1 year younger than my mum). We chat about everything, it was so nice to have her around for LIVE CHAT...hahhahaha...

With them moving near us, there is pro and cons. Cons is i getting to know much more about their company policies and I found myself was so much underpaid compared to theirs.

During my admission, I did email to boss to request staff hospitalisation and medical but it seems like "a stone in the sea". I actually feel upset for the company unable to provide such basic benefit for the ONLY staff - me.

Everyone out there like bank officers, neighbours, everyone thought i should have good pay, some even think that I m part of the owner as my commitment towards my work and also authorise to make some decision in office. Actually I m not. I m far far underpaid, for 7 years in this company, i had 2 times increment only. The last increment is after Kady's birth. There is none after young is out.

Life is tough, inflation, everything is expensive, hey boss, i had one more baby buffalo to feed. *he sure can not hear me*

Boss also said business is slow (but he has 2 luxury cars,1 bungalow and newly bought penthouse and a family holiday at australia for 3 weeks), I m wish to have my own property and a sponsored holiday too...

Everytime boss said company business not perform well, i dare not to speak out to request for one more assistant, and i continue help him to save here and there and being labour too.

I have been thinking, and it is getting very clear in my mind i.e. I M LOOKING FOR A CHANGE and i m working on it.

I must be more daring to speak out on a suitable time and atmosphere.

小孩的粥类

只想做些记录, 以下是一些曾经煮过的普通食谱，万一想不起至少还可以在此翻一翻：

（可加入一小块猪肉或鸡肉或鱼肉或江鱼仔或几粒干贝珠，几粒枸杞，或红枣，以MARMITE 或酱油作调味）
1 金瓜粥
2 粟米＋金瓜粥
3 肉碎＋金瓜粥
4 长豆＋金瓜粥
5 莞豆＋金瓜粥
6 鱼片粥
7 白粥＋MARMITE
8 马令薯＋红萝卜粥
9 红番薯粥
10 紫番薯粥
11 尤鱼丝＋金瓜粥
12 两色（白与青）包菜花＋红萝卜粥
13 马令薯粥
14 水梨粥
15 苹果粥
16 番茄粥
17 耗（干）粥
18 耗（干）＋黑木耳粥
19 黄瓜粥
20 蔬菜粥

原来也有20种类了。应该还有吧，只是现在想不起了。想到再补充。

你们还有煮过什么粥不妨一一例下，让我多一些参考。

我也趁热！

馷玉正在学制作酵素，我重复阅读几遍，自己也开始有了兴趣。因为可以保健，（果皮）又可以循环，何乐而不为呢！

我趁热学习，我认为这将终身受用。馷玉十分用心与我们分享一些相关的网站，我也有作了标签以免忘记。 谢谢馷玉！

地球生病了，我只尽一些小小的力量来帮助它！

也不忘了祝地球“生日快乐”！

我的心生病了

是的，我的心生病了，已经是第九天了。每天都隐隐作痛。做工也心不在焉。

我只须提及我与家公婆同住，大家都已心知心知肚明了吧！这是其中一个家里难念的经。

事情发生得很突然的。我们猜是一些三八亲戚教唆吧！也有猜想会不会她已经累了。

但，我生气的是她教我女儿来投诉我也。是三番四次，但我都算了，因为觉得不是很严重。这次，我可要给一点“颜色”她看。 我也是人，怎么会毫无感觉呢？事情是这样的：

上星期四的傍晚，回到家， 见到可爱的孩子们， 心里是十分安乐的，可是女儿就在这时（在家婆面前）说：“MUMMY， YOU EAT ONLY， YOU DON’T DO THINGS ONE！”就好像刚刚被教导，直肠直肚的说出来。

你的孩子会无端端对你说这样的话吗？（这可能是家婆收在心底里的话， 终于可以由我的女儿代言了）。

我整头雾水。冲着凉，心想怎么会有这个讯息？我还做得不够吗？我家没有佣人，有孩子的你们应该很了解，下了班，回到家，就是匆匆忙忙去整理小瓜一整天打的战场。收拾好了就清洗奶瓶，慢锅。水壶没水了，为了大家第二天有足够的开水，我必须烧几轮的水。她生病了，我会代她煮。每早都要煮粥，清洗孩子的奶瓶，水壶，还要确定有热水好让大家可以泡茶做早餐。总之，能帮我都帮。其实我的煮艺是很差的，不合大家的口味，所以一路以来都是相安无事－你煮我帮你清理。我觉得在家自己都没太多时间陪伴孩子，一直忙这忙那，时间就过去了。。真的，我的时间真的飞逝得特别快。。（那些都是厨房事，还没数洗衣，晒衣，折衣，烫衣，等等呢）

我感谢她帮我照顾孩子，我也一直从旁协助。我一直以为这样很和睦共处。原来其实“不”。她有很多埋怨，可能就是每天煲电话粥去找人诉苦吧！

安娣，你不说我会知道我还有哪里还没做好吗？
你这样教导我的孩子，你要我的孩子对我印象不好吗？
你的女儿在家每天都等你服侍，为什么你没话对她说？
我是人家的女儿，你就可以爱说就说吗？
我一定要忍让无论伤害对我有多大是吗？
你是不是累了？

老公爱莫能助，我也不把他托下水，我知道他是知道他母亲无理取闹了。

我在抗议，我不在家里吃，不在她面前吃。我没对她讲话来提示她－我在生气。我心里也是难受的。。但我不能白被欺负呀！

我知道时间是会冲淡一切，我们会和好的 （还会好得令人羡慕）但是在这一段时间里我是应该做出抗议的。

你是做什么的？

昨天，收到弟弟的SMS， 现与你们分享。

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A同学打电话给B同学

A同学：老同学，好旧不见，你现在年薪多少？

B同学：30万。

A同学：那每个月有2万五哦？

B同学：是的，这是基本工资。

A同学：不错嘛，你是做什么的？

B同学：做梦的。

不能自己 与下文 (updated 9 April 09)

早上心情是大好的，但下午却是大相反。

ERIN 给了大家一个 LINK － CHILD ABUSE (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP58lrYkyC8)。

我看了以后一直不能自己，眼泪夺眶而出。一直希望这是“BACKDATED POST” 而这佣人已在监狱里， 小女孩已度过这一切切的残忍虐待。

是谁录了起来？是这小女孩的爸妈？还是对面的邻居？是录起来“欣赏”还是要做证据？希望他马上行动去报案。因为我们不晓得这是第一天被虐待还是第 XXX 天！

怎么会请了一个凶手在家？心里好害怕。这小女孩大概是恩恩的年龄吧！这么小就被踢得半死还被踩。

原本不想开来看，但是不看就少了一些“知识”。现在我知道为什么当主人问起小孩有瘀伤时，佣人总是说小孩跌倒撞向哪里哪里的。现在聪明的佣人不用手捏或打，却用脚踢（踢比较象自己撞伤）。所以啊，家里有佣人的，小孩还是经常去做检查比较好，至少如有内伤还可以发现得早而不至于暴死。

我有冲动，我要回家教导孩子如有人对你拳打脚踢，一定会警告你不可对任何人说，但孩子啊，你一定要告诉爸妈，因为我们一定会保护你的。希望两个还懵懵懂懂的小瓜都听得懂我在说什么。

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下文：
当天热烘烘的话题，第二天影带被抽起了。

今天突然受到表姐的电邮（MAID KICKS， KICKS AND KICKS），同样的录影重现，而且还有下文。原来是2007年的录影，那佣人只是被判入牢两年。太便宜他了！

被赞是幸福的

是的，被赞是幸福的。不是要炫耀，而是自己感觉很好。。。

今早，如常带着两个小瓜到公园晨运，一如往常遇到的晨运“选手”（只打招呼，不曾几句），有些就打羽毛球，有的慢跑，有的快跑。。。

立扬很专注羽毛球项目，今天他跑去“捣蛋”了 － 很不客气向一个姐姐要了她的球拍，这个姐姐也很喜欢他，就把球拍给了立扬，还教他呢。我当然也跟紧去。。就这样与这班“选手”有了交谈。。。

这女的赞我呀，她说：“嘿，你这么年轻就有两个孩子了”。 我是点头，心里暗爽，其实我哪还年轻呀。。哈哈。。（可能就如JESS 所说的，个子小，站优势吧）。

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上班前，要到供应商处看样品，招待我的MICHELLE，在我临走前还拉我到一边去似有悄悄话的。原来他要知道我的头发哪里修的，她说她很喜欢我的发型。。。太开心了。。因为我的头发是去槟城前修的，老公还嫌剪得太短。。现在MICHELLE的赞美，让我自信满满的， 我会继续光顾这间理发店了。

哪有人天天被赞，被赞的那一天当然是幸福的一天，就象我们穿起漂亮的婚纱那一刻。

一个人的午餐

今天与往常一样，又是一个人的午餐。通常我都会迟一些到茶餐室去，因为没那么多人，所以可以慢慢享受。

今天，十分炎热的下午，忘了小鹿的车窗还不被允许搅下，就把身子塞进车里，哇塞，闷热死了，冷气是热的（糟了！今天还忘了搽防晒〕这回要变叉烧了。。

到了茶餐室，叫了一煲瓦煲老鼠粉，咖啡冰，看了一集ASTRO连续集（也不知什么戏名但看得蛮入神的，还盈泪满眶，真不好意思！〕才乘着小鹿一起回去。

小灵鹿

公司赚了一笔钱，老板说会赠我一部“小车”作奖励，他说我应得的。

两个星期前，他订了一部灵鹿660EX，手牙 （本来打算出VIVA，最后改回原定的小灵鹿）。原本这个星期可以交送， 那知，CO SECRETARY 频频 在RESOLUTION 上打错字，频频须要更改。老板又出国了，必须等他回来签大名。

所以，哪只小灵鹿能与我结缘，要到下星期才知道。。。

恩恩的脚踏车

恩恩的白色脚踏车于三月十八日开TOTO二奖 （1602），爷爷没中奖，成天叹气！哈哈。。。

手链不见了

哎哟哟！糟糕了！ 手链不见了。
这是一件“情人节”礼物。
今早带了两个宝贝到公园去，我猜应该是在公园掉了。

告诉了家公家婆，他们也紧张起来，家公马上带了立扬去公园“再散步”。我无法陪伴因为是时候上班了。家公，真谢谢您啊！

这是我一生人不晓得第几次不见东西了， 上两个月才不见了一条金链 。 。唉！
我也不想的，但我真的想不起来。所以我只能告诉自己 “钱财身外物”或者“不找它的时候它就会出现”来安慰自己。

我真是的！PIAK！

自己的BLOGSPOT

evane-gan.blogspot.com 终于诞生了。 。 。

虽然需要忙里忙外“打理”M，FB ，但是还是下定决心成立了B 让自己好好磨练阔别已旧的中文。可能在这里可以比较有私隐地说说自己。把自己的心情寄托在此吧！

听着学友地音乐，还蛮感伤的。

现在四点了，KEVIN 呆会不能与我同行去修发，唯有自己独行。